I've been a little bummed about the whole doll selling issue since it happened, not because I regret it because I honestly feel this is all for the best, but because Cahal has been with me for over a year and I'm so used to having him around, I know it's going to be strange for a little while. There are a lot more factors than just bonding issues that ultimately made me decide to sell him and when I look beyond my emotional state I know he will be happier where he is, even though I know the separation will be hard for a little while. To everyone that watched me because of him, (if there are any) thank you for liking my boy, it meant a lot to both of us.

For my trade I will be getting a normal skin Moon who is already on his way to me, plus clothes and some money exchanged because of course, they aren't of equal value/rarity. I realize that some people might look at me and think I'm insane for trading such a rare/sought after doll for one that is not so much, especially with Volks reputation in the doll community but I'm a Delf girl, I always have been. The very first BJD I ever saw was an El who was, and hopefully is still owned by an old friend of mine and still to this day, that is my favorite mold. If I had the means, I would have 10 Els I'm sure. The Moon mold has a lot of emotional attachment for me as well (see Hunter) and while I was apprehensive to purchase one because of that attachment, I knew there would always be this wanting to actually own one regardless of how much I tried to ignore it. I am hoping this will all work out for the best for both boys.

On the up side, I did order my Yeon-Ho from Crobidoll yesterday and I'm currently working on his character right now. I've never posted much about the names/backgrounds of my boys but he will have some relation to Cahal and because of that, Cahal might one day return to doll form. At present I plan on stopping at no less than 10 dolls, and currently I have two on the way, one in planning both character and doll wise, and then Cahal's form, which will probably be my last doll purchase. If anyone ever wants to know my dolls characters/stories I will probably be posting them eventually